So hai alls , kejap kejap cuba menaikkan mood nak menulis , ( deep breathe ) okay so hari ni nak throwback pasal KAWAN and I believe everyone in this world have a friend / friends / a lot of friends . In my opinion, memang betul , kawan kita mencerminkan diri kita , Even in Islam there is the statement which is ' You are what your friend will be , if you have a friend sells perfume, people around you will smell the fragrance itself and if you have a friend in otherwise you're what he/she will be ' .. So , yes we must be careful to choose friends ..
*** Masa sekolah rendah***
Aku ada kawan or typical people in school would say a gang? Our group consists of 5 members , and yes the well known person in school were in my group ( tak tipu ) , we were doing so good until one day two of the members started to be on their own path ( trying to avoid us three ) and then I started to feel what ia wrong with us ? With our group ? As for me , if you tak puas hati you can tell us directly because if you keep on simpan that feeling alone nothing will change kan? And yes after that we all makin jauh lagi and one day it turns out that one of us started a rumours about thw three of us. ( typical friendship ) and yes during that time when I went back home I ran to Ibu and said ' Ibu , we got into fight again' and I was like crying and I can't even focus on my study because at tbat time I thought that I need friends in my life and I love them I really wanted to secure this friendship of course but alhamdulillah we became friends back eventhough it took a lot of time to be back again .
***Secondary school***
I am so grateful to have one of my primary school in my boarding school ( which I have stated in my last post ) ,but we tak rapat sangat because somethin happened in our class . So , I rapat dengan sorang lagi and I dont knoq why but kitorang rapat ( to me ) , maybe because the whole class ' pulau ' us kot.. And alhamdulillah we stay together until Form 3 , and I got an offer to a better boarding school in Batu Pahat and still we did not lost contact with each other I tend to care about most of all my friendship since primary untill secondary school,
*** Matrikulasi ***
During the orientation day I've met 4 person I mean girl to be more precise . two of them were from Kuala Lumour andone of them lived in Cheras , I thank Allah again we became close during the orientation days but someone said to me if we want to have a group it should be consist of an even number of members. A lot of things did happened to us and what I want was the best for us , but yes they were a lot of things that I've keep deep inside my heart .. But , I know if I started to speak it out it will affect our friendshop it is not that I've never speak it out hut it turns out that they said sorry but they did it again and again.. And I have decided to stay away from them and be withthem if it is necessary to keep my heart stay love them .. And I once think that I have been cared about friendship for a long time and until at one stage I said to myself ' You can stop now Fatin , that's what I am now ..
